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Heart Broken !!! =(
Friday, May 16, 2008
Very dissapointed ,very vexed ,very....too much feeling my heart felt like being slashed into half and it is bleeding now ... althought i still can laugh, smile, joke , look like nothing hav happened... i felt tat my heart hav already died or it is dying already!....ALL is because of my MID-YEAR-EXAM result!!! The result is jus like a knife and it keep on poking into my heart non-stop , whenever i recevied my result for every subjects! Specially for the subjects i had studied but still failed. Tis year my mid-year result is really very bad...althought i hav studied but it seem like i didn't study at all... Another hurtful things is my grade hav gone down(chinese, humanities, science)!!! i really don understand ,why others ppl didn't study but still score well ?huh? anyone can tell me! U noe wat? i really target my SS to get passed & if lucky i hope to get a 'B3'...but it does not seem to be... let me tell u how strong is e power of 1 marks , if i can get 1 more marks extra i would hav pass my combine science, my art,my geography.... maybe result is a cause to tis but tis is also not e main cause...>it is half of the reason but not everthings..< After mid year exam ,i suddenly feel very tired of sch and alot of things...jus wan to get out of tis place ... maybe i should find a place & buried my soul for a while!! and i will try to mended up those marks in my heart> hope it will recover...after june holidays...
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